November 17, 2007
Dreams - My other reality
My other reality has a theme this past week. It's "Unwanted".
Had two dreams this week that were about me being unwanted by my sisters, my mother and Kay.
I can't remember much details about the dreams but I do remember how they told me explicitly that they did not want me, did not want me to have anything to do with them anymore. Basically, they just wanted me out of their lives.
Of course I cried in my dreams. How sweet can it be to be unwanted by the people you hold dearest in your heart?
I cried so hard in my dreams that I woke up tearing. And when I felt the little bolster that I hug to sleep, there was a damp spot where my head was resting on.
Emotionally-intense dreams are damn tiring to wake up from. What the?
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:42